I think that we all focus on ourselves a lot more than we'd like to admit. We all have done things for self-gratification. We all have done things simply because it's what we want and it makes us "feel good". But even aside from that, how often do we really strive to do the will of God solely for the purpose of serving and glorifying Him? Yes, I serve others. And yes, I try my best to do things that are pleasing to God. But I sometimes have ulterior motives. I help lead others in prayer with my singing voice, but am I really using my talents for Him..? I like to think I do, but I know deep down that some days I hunger for the compliments. I enjoy the praise and affirming words of others... Actually I do more than enjoy the compliments, I long to hear them. Even when I say my actions are all for the glory of God, I certainly won't complain if I get some glory myself.

But why? Why isn't following His will for me enough? Why do I long for the praise of man when the God of the Universe wants nothing more than to love me? Why am I allowing myself to be so shorted?! Why do I settle for the good things of this world when there are so many great things are presented to me by Christ?

I will not settle anymore. I will no longer find my identity in the earthly things that I wish would satisfy me. I desire to find my fulfillment in the One who died to make me truly whole.

I'm praying for you. Be His!